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IN Photography ON 27 May, 2015
"Life tests our strength in which success or failure is an aftermath. Failure in life often takes you inside the darkened zone of anxiety and pushes you away from yourself. Your confidence breaks, you lose your way and possibilities become invisible. The constant presence of stress inside you makes life like a hell, and it drains even the last drop of your aspiration."
Photographer, Katie Joy Crawford carried anxiety for the majority of her life. She chose photography to depict oppression and journey of her as an instigator and victim of anxiety. Her thought of self-portraiture began her healing process. Katie modified her portraits to explain the gut-wrenching condition of an anxiety sufferer with expressions and special effects. Photography became the best therapy for Katie Joy to pull herself out from the deathtrap of anxiety that had been killing her every single moment.
When you regret yourself for the failures of past and start fabricating the future, your heartbeats start racing and you hold yourself tightly due to some unknown fear.
She tried hard to find a solution. But her efforts were not worth and were making the things even worse for her.
She could easily feel her heartbeats and tried to take a deep breath. But she couldn't.
Her social life was totally ruined. She couldn't open up with people. She became isolated.
Anxiety held her firmly and attacked her brain while she stayed alone and also while sleeping. She became afraid of nights and even days.
She found no way to move on.
Her life was not in her hand. In her struggle with anxiety, she played two roles, one of instigator and other of a victim. The instigator in her has won the battle. She followed her heart and managed herself coming out of the anxiety disorder that had been ruining her entire life.