Sleepless nights, constant pondering about the future, having a glance at the phone waiting for a call or ping from a friend and so on. Well, before you think these are the symptoms of some psychological disorder (oh yea, some of them may also be) let me tell you that these are a few of the 'normal things' we do soon after our college life gets over.
The journey which begins with a sigh of fulfilling utter responsibility and the aim to become successful, as time passes becomes a journey which nobody wants to have an end to. And as they say 'We thought that the time was just passing by, but didn't realise that we were making memories'.
So here are ten things that every one of us feels/have felt or will feel after this beautiful phase of life just ends.
It's hard to figure out when and how time passed, how lectures turned into bunks, assignments into copy paste. But soon when it gets over and you step out of the womb you realise that it's the time now to "actually" grow up and be responsible for your actions.
Those friends who were always beside you no matter from the silliest class prank to giving treats on stupid issues won't be there anymore. The thought of being formal and that of 'Friends' being replaced by 'Colleagues' is damn so much lingering in your head.
The coolest place to be with friends with all the stuff you need, those anytime treats and calling friends to the canteen for bunks is no more now. The spot will probably change to house meets or common hangouts.
You start thinking about how time passed, how relationships between your friends changed, some for good, some for bad and some for unknown reasons. How some of them came and went and how many of them "really" stood by.
Of course after staying with all types of people, be it hyper, aggressive, chirpy or emotional, you have mastered the art of "self control" as you are now trained to handle them all.
You are truly chershing a few of the special bonds and also forgetting some things you had been carrying since so long in your heart. It's an uncanny feeling altogether.
You get to know that how much you have changed with the time spent in college. 4 crazy years pass by and you stand out as a completely different person, you are today.
You feel like having a hangout or a party almost every weekend with your mates, drown yourself in vodka, partying hard and every time planning as "One Last Time," Let's meet up.
There is actually a riot of mixed emotions going inside you, boggling your mind. To be sad that it ended? Or to be happy with the thought of entering a new world? Or to be both?
Well this even you don't know. You are just going with the phase..
You check all your pictures from the first year till now. Those makeovers from being ugly to pretty, college trips, vacations, those stupid status updates. You want to go back desperately into that time. You are judging yourself right now.
And in the end you can't believe it's all actually happening. (I am not yet able to believe it is) but yes it is.. "College nostalgia"
You will miss this all. And yes, you are missing it already....!!!